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thank you say anything [04 Oct 2004|06:37pm]
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You spend your time sitting in circles with your friends, pontificating to each other,
forever competing for that one moment of self-aggrandizing glory
in which you hog the intellectual spotlight, holding dominion
over the entire shallow, pointless conversation.
Oh, we’re not worthy!
When you walk by a group of quote-unquote normal people,
you chuckle to yourself, patting yourself on the back as you scoff.
It's the same superiority complex shared by the high school jocks
who made your life a living hell,
and makes you a slave to the competitive capitalist dogma
you spend every moment of your waking life bitching about.

Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?

You are a faker! Admit it!
You are a fraud! Admit it!
Yeah, you’re living a lie! Living a lie! Your life is living a lie!
You don't impress me!
You don’t intimidate me!
Why don’t you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank!!!

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[06 Aug 2004|07:22pm]
When you refuse me, you confuse me.
What makes you think I'll let you in again?
Think again, my friend.
Go on, misuse me and abuse me.
I'll come out stronger in the end.

And does it make you sad to find yourself alone?
Does it make you mad to find that I have grown?
I'll bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown.

When you answer the door, pick up the phone.
You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home.

You do not know how much this hurts me, to say these things that I don't want to say
but have to say anyway.
I would do anything to end your suffering.
But you would rather walk away.
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tbs can always sum up what's going through my head [04 Aug 2004|10:39pm]
I'll wait 'til you listen I won't say a word
'Follow your instincts'
This is captain to command
You have to understand
That's just never worked for me
Silent but strong
Yeah...that's right.
I'm playing that card
And you're noticing nothing again
We're talking forever
And you almost feel better
But better...
That's no excuse for tonight
You see,
It's never bad enough to just leave or give up
But it's never good enough to feel right.
So I'm lyin on the table with everything you said
Keeping in mind the way it felt
When the most I could do
Was to just blame myself
Feel it out for once
And feel nothing like everyone else
"It will all catch up eventually"
Well,
It caught up and honestly
The weight of my decisions were impossible to hold
But they were never yours
They were never yours
They were never yours....
Drop everything
Just drop it
Start it all over
You'll remember more than you'd like to forget
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[02 Aug 2004|09:52pm]
cry me a fucking river.
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[01 Aug 2004|04:48pm]
am i still the one you laughed with, or the one you learned to live without?

i'm updating again. just with lyrics because...whatever. i don't care. bye.
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[01 Aug 2004|04:11pm]
i'm home, bitches. oh yeah i was in europe, i don't think i mentioned that in here. i went to london, paris, and rome. my favorite was london, i bought a shitload of beatles stuff and bonded with a bunch of british kids who liked sugarcult and saw them on tour recently. i went on two beatles tours (katie, you have to get over your fear of planes because we have to go to england together, i thought of you the whole time i was on both tours). i filmed both of the tours so yeah, anyone who wants to see it, can. i went to abbey road twice and i signed the wall there.

paris and rome were nice too but london wins.

naina and katie, i have presents for you. naina i guess i'll give you yours when i see you for warped, ps, i have to talk to you about the details for that so yeah

maybe i'll update more in detail later, i am majorly jetlagged right now and i can't think straight, plus i have work tomorrow so i'm going to go do...something ok payce i hope you guys are all doing groovy
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this isn't directed to only one person, it is directed to society as a whole thanks [17 Jul 2004|05:27pm]
have i ever mentioned how much i hate when people try so hard to be someone that they aren't? you aren't goth if you are one of the friendliest, peppiest people i've ever met, sorry. stop trying to be unique it is not getting you anywhere, i am just going to end up hating you even more than i do now. and you are not punk if you listen to good charlotte, sorry. i'm not trying to do the whole "UR A POSA" thing because come on i listen to simple plan so obviously i am not the authority on what's punk and what isn't. but at least i know that and admit it. all i'm saying is, would everyone please stop trying so hard to be people they aren't. thank you and good night
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nobody is home that reads this so i'll just post lyrics [11 Jul 2004|10:43am]
So now we speak with ruined tongues and the words we say aren’t’ meant for anyone. It’s just a mumbled sentence to a passing acquaintance, but there was once you said you hated my suffering and you understood and you’d take care of me. You would always be there, well where are you now?
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[28 Jun 2004|01:15pm]
i hope, for your sake, that you don't wake up as broken as i am
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[27 Jun 2004|02:14pm]
so i think it's safe to say that the starting line is my life as of late. i think i'm gonna beg my dad to let me buy some of their merch, i love them so much. marissa is bffl with kenny so maybe she can give me the hook up mayn.

i have done nothing this weekend, thank god for my job that i'm going to be having for the next month. i never thought i'd say that. ok bye
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[22 Jun 2004|07:53pm]
http://www.celebrityfans.us/60222004-%20Hilary%20Duff%20and%20boyfriend%20Joel%20Madden%20having%20coffee%20and%20a%20walk%20on%20fathers%20day%20-%20June%2020th%202004/index.shtml

SDKLFGJALSDFJ LMFAO THAT DEFINITELY SAYS "BOYFRIEND" I AM DYING
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[22 Jun 2004|06:19pm]
hahaha mary-kate olsen is having treatment for an eating disorder. i know i shouldn't be laughing at that but it's funny because now we can finally say that the enquirer was right about something. that is becoming my new bible.

ps i saw pictures of joel madden shopping with hilary duff, what a cute couple





what's your battle cry? |
mewing.net | merchandise!

what the fuck
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[18 Jun 2004|12:40am]
happy birthday paul mccartney
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[17 Jun 2004|09:36pm]



Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?


[Another Quiz by Kris
@ couplandesque.net]
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[15 Jun 2004|11:28pm]
WHERE IS YOUR BOY TONIGHT I HOPE HE IS A GENTLEMAAAAAN

mmm rocking out to fob is so much fun

today i did nothing like always when can i get a life, and WHEN CAN I GET MY WARPED PLANS FINALIZED :'( sigh i hate life bye
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do any of my friends still even want to go to warped, i am getting annoyed here [15 Jun 2004|01:37pm]

Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!


sorry i had to share with the class ok bye
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[14 Jun 2004|08:06pm]
OH MY GOD I LOVE THE NEW BACKSTREET BOYS SONG I DON'T CARE IF THAT'S BAD IT IS AWESOME I LOVE THEM ALL OVER AGAIN. AJ SOUNDS SO GREAT EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING HE'S BEEN THROUGH. I HOPE YOU ARE ALL READY FOR LEXIE FROM 2002 TO COME BACK BECAUSE SHE IS, OKAY BYE
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[14 Jun 2004|06:22pm]
i love this song so much.

i've felt so alone lately, and i hate it so much. it's just a mixture of a lot of things and as a result, i can't but feel completely abandoned. whatever. thank god it's the summer.

yeah. when does naina come home sigh alrighty goodbye
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[13 Jun 2004|10:49pm]
benji madden is an asshole, how did i ever like that guy. oh well at least i was in love with joel! they are both mean though thank you punk'd for exposing the true personalities of celebrities, goodbye
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[13 Jun 2004|07:45pm]
OH MY GOD I AM SO BORED

ASKLDFJSALKJ

BYE
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